Blove don’t last that long!

Ethan had a crush. This was the first time I was to see my boy ‘woo’ a lady! He stood perfectly still watching her. PERFECTLY STILL~ Ethan does not do still! He watched her from a safe distance as she went from […]

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Doctor, Doctor, I trust you, I do

The faith we have in doctors is amazing. I stood in the empty waiting room in tears. I had just watched a doctor knock my son out using gas. My poor son was fighting, struggling, kicking, screaming and calling for me; his […]

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All ya need is Blove ~Ethie Blove is all ya need

He is standing over me. Breathing heavily through his mouth. I squint, watching him. “Shh” he places his curled forefinger over his plumped lips. He moves closer, I close my eyes. He places his chunky hand on my head, using my head […]

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Every single time…it gets me

Hospital. Each and every time we get an appointment for Ethan to attend the National Children’s Hospital, I get anxious. Still, after all these years of appointments, I get anxious. I hate going up there, I really do. We attend the Metabolic […]

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This is the Disney Parade…

We ended our magical trip on one hell of a high. We gathered in the towns square, main street USA , waiting like everyone else for the Disney Parade. A staff member spotted us , parted the crowd and placed us right […]

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Christmas ~ the reality for me

Christmas Time ~ it’s the most wonderful time of the year~ or so we are told. Don’t get me wrong, Winter is my absolutely favourite season and with that comes Christmas – I love Christmas, I do but for me, it isn’t […]

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~Our Cafe Surprise ~

We entered the cafe. A waiter came and showed us to our table. Ethan was now sleeping in his chair. We sat down, taking in the sight before our eyes. In the middle of the cafe there was a big round red […]

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Five days of Magic~~5 billion tissues

We spent five days in the magical kingdom. Five days of such high emotions. Five days of watching strangers doing their best to make our boy happy. There were no queues we could go on any ride as many times as Ethan […]

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The joys of being mammy

Tired. That is really how I answer most people who ask me how I am. “Hey, how the heck are ya?” they stand waiting, as if expecting me to go into some level of detail. Instead, I smile and say ” I’m […]

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Mickey F***ing Mouse

The sun was shinning brightly when we stepped outside our hotel. D was pushing an excited Ethan while J was skipping along side them. The Autumn leaves where crunching under our feet when Ethan decided he no longer wanted or needed his […]

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